Celebrity Fit Club

  So I have an admission... I am addicted to Celebrity Fit Club.  I think I've only missed like 1 or 2 seasons.  I don't know why I love it - especially since i hate Biggest Loser and other fat-based shows.
  I think I like CFC because it makes me realize just how much of a focus we put (as evident in my blog) on numbers, weight and how we look.
  The show always puts me in the mood to work out after I watch it (which is good) but it also makes me think.
  For example, Shar is a contestant on this season.  I am about 2 inches shorter than she is however our bodies are completely different.  She weighs a good deal less than me but when I look at her on the show, she looks much heavier.  I understand we are all differently shaped and all that but it still amazes me.
  Just like when my co-workers tell me that I'm so thin - I haven't lost weight lately.  I think my body is redistributing the weight with all my exercising and different workouts.  I am fitting into almost all of my size 10's with little to no "mushroom" effect which makes me feel so much better.
  However, like most women, I want to see the numbers go down.  I am very number fixated, which I am aware is not always healthy.  But, I am working hard on doing it the right away.
  I do not expect it to happen overnight - last time I got down to 139lbs it took me almost 2 years but I am willing to make this life change because I am tired of bouncing up and down with my weight and having to buy new jeans/pants all the time.