For me, that's what my stomach looks like and slightly my weight. At my thinnest, I have been a size 6 (under 140lbs) and at my heaviest, I've been close to (if not over) 200lbs. I stopped weighing myself at that point until I started losing weight again.
Food has always played a big part with my emotions - if I was upset about a problem concerning others, I used to eat. If it dealt with me and I was upset about something I'd done, I would not eat and just force myself to get past the literal hunger pains until I moved on from the situation.
Now most of my insecurities come from my distorted body image. I am constantly told in the office that I'm "thin" or "tiny" and it's hard to hear. I don't see what they see when I look in the mirror. I'm finally getting to a place where I am happy with how I look, which is good, but I don't think I'll ever see myself as "skinny" or "small" - but just almost average.
Oddly enough, my main insecurity is my belly. I am fine with the rest of my body - I just feel like my belly will never be where I want it. I don't want it to be a 6pack - just a little more toned/harder than it is right now. I don't need to be thin like this photo...
But I want to not have it push out as much as it does. Just a comfort thing. And of course, something that no one else but me sees.
Now most of my insecurities come from my distorted body image. I am constantly told in the office that I'm "thin" or "tiny" and it's hard to hear. I don't see what they see when I look in the mirror. I'm finally getting to a place where I am happy with how I look, which is good, but I don't think I'll ever see myself as "skinny" or "small" - but just almost average.
Oddly enough, my main insecurity is my belly. I am fine with the rest of my body - I just feel like my belly will never be where I want it. I don't want it to be a 6pack - just a little more toned/harder than it is right now. I don't need to be thin like this photo...
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been close with for the longest.
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04 - A picture of your night.
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with.
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.
Day 12 - A picture of something you love.
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25 - A picture of your day.
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss
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